did you love me, mum?

I wonder why you always choose your friends instead of me...
I wonder why you always abandon me alone, and ignore me while i'm beside you...

If heaven is on the soles of your feet, why is it so difficult to obtain your blessing...

Maybe you were aim to make me strong, but the more you did that to me, the more I suffer...
I'm hurt, Mum... can you just love me unconditionally?

what can I do to make you love me, Mum?
I did everything for you...
I did what you wanted me to do, even if i have to suffer to do so...

why it's never enough to make you love me?

how can i try to be nice to you if you always pushed me and blamed me for whatever bad things happened?

I'm sorry if my presence have bother you... I'm sorry for any kind of bad things that has happened to you which has caused by raising me..
I need your love, Mum... I need your blessing...

I don't really mind about the money that you've given... I never asked you something that we couldn't afford...

I have lost my Father, please don't make me feels like I don't have a Mother..

I love you, Mum... please don't hate me...